Goodnight, Goodnight Goodnight, Goodnight (Hot Hot Heat)

I fell asleep on a late night train Try Again (Keane)
Change your heart, look around you Everybody's Gonna Learn Sometime (Beck)
Why do they always send the poor? BYOB (System Of A Down)
Fake tales of San Francisco echo through the room. Fake Tales Of San Francisco (Arctic Monkeys)

I'll qualify this circumstance Mye (Sparta)
If I were you, I'd better watch out Just Because (Jane's Addiction)
When your day is long, and the night Everybody Hurts (R.E.M.)
In this act I'll disguise those dead eyes. It's Gettin' Easy (Dear And The Headlights)

You laugh at me and call me i-d-i-o-t A.K.A. I-D-I-O-T (The Hives)
Your lipstick, his collar... don't bother, angel Cute Without The E (Taking Back Sunday)
Standing in line to see the shore tonight By The Way (Red Hot Chili Peppers)
I'm me. The Sweater Song (Weezer)

Pigeon holed decision-making Ticklish (At The Drive-In)
Better than watching Geller bending silver spoons Nice To Know You (Incubus)
Don't cry, just let it pass you by Charlotte (Air Traffic)
Well show me, show me, show me how you do that trick. Just Like Heaven (Taking Back Sunday)

The sirens ring, the shots ring out 6th Avenue Heartache (The Wallflowers)
There's a little black spot on the sun today King Of Pain (Sting)
L'via, hija de Miranda L'via L'viaquez (The Mars Volta)
Well, I never thought this day would end. Give It A Name (At The Drive-In)

Currently listening to: Jack Johnson - If I Had Eyes
Currently reading: The Turn Of The Screw and other short novels

I really should apologize to my Tabulas blog. This blog, which once held all the innermost thoughts and imaginings that I could muster (no matter how sophomoric) has been reduced to the clutterfuck that houses all of my frustrations. I will only post here for one reason and one reason alone, and what that reason is is for me to know and for you readers to never find out.

But I guess, in a way, that's an homage to the blog service. Like an old friend you can trust with anything and everything without having to stay in touch. This, I think, is how I treat Tabulas these days. I mentioned in a previous post how one of the best things about the service is the anonymity, but I think it's more than that. The community's become so big that for the first generation of bloggers who've moved on to other greener pastures, you can post something without keeping it private, and it's as good as your next best-kept secret.

In a way, this has become the one place where I can say

So where the bloody hell does that leave me?

Was it worth it? Well, yes. While it lasted. Problem is when I finally got back, tasks and emails had already piled up on me. Ah well. This Tuesday had rendered the last four days useless.

Currently listening to: Wolfgang - Judas Noose
Currently reading: The Turn Of The Screw and other short novels
Currently feeling: stressed out

In the past, you've had to contact me to set your own custom domain. This is no longer the case - I've added a new page in the control panel (Settings > Set Custom Domain) which lets you set your own domain name. I've updated the documentation page with instructions on how to set-up your Tabulas to use a domain name.

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forgive my website, it is currently overhauling itself. with a little help from me and obi. haha.

Currently listening to: Heart - These Dreams
Currently feeling: lazy

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galing kay Benjo

Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka niya.”  -- onga. sa maikli't madali, wag kang paasa
Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.” -- agree!
Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.”
Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.” -- onga. wag sakim.
Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.” -- ang hirap lang dito, paano pag ayaw mo talaga mag-hagdan?
Kung maghihintay ka ng lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo… Dapat lumandi ka din.” -- korek. wag nang mahiya.
Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang.” -- hahaha
Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa.” -- bat mo pa nga naman kasi ipipilit pag ayawan na?
Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka… Kaya quits lang.” -- amen!
Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una.” -- e paano pag temporary insanity lang?
Hindi porke’t madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa.”
Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka.” -- potah. pandesal? hahahaha.
Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority.” -- aray o!
Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili niya.”
Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo.”
Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala.” -- heheeh. makakatikim ako ng sermon ke obi dahil sa linyang to.
Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan.” -- korech!
Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lang yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!” -- hindeh!! i blame my body organs!!! hahahaha.
Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo.” - e paano yun, masaya ka nga kahit nahuhurt ka? masokista? :P
Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang mga taong malalapit sa iyo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo.”
Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal… nakakatakot mahulog… at kapag nahulog ka, it’s either by accident or talagang tanga ka. Kaya please lang tama na magising kana wag ng magpakatanga, okay? -- paano mo malalaman kung nahulog ka lang by accident o natanga ka lang?

Kayo friends? Anong mase-say nyo tungkol sa mga linyang ito?

Currently listening to: Eagles - New York Minute
Currently feeling: sleepy.. again.

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A friend of mine needed help spreading the word about this new music directory site. If you're in a band or have friends that have a band who want to be listed, this site would be a rather great place to start getting to know people who might need your band for any and every event.

When asked why people should register with them.. musikko.com owners say...

"Musikko is a retardedly ambitious website that hopes to list and connect as many individuals and companies in supporting the local music industry!"

Now isn't that great? This isn't the first site to want to create a music directory in hopes of connecting music lovers and supporters together, but hopefully this one will work.

So yeah, I'm helping a friend out. Hopefully, this serves its little purpose in helping the music industry. Walalang, sign up narin kayo. Haha.

Currently listening to: eraserheads - huwag kang matakot.
Currently feeling: lazy

Got this from someone's blog and thought, "Ah, what the hell. Haven't had this in a while." So I noted the titles (and artists) of songs in my playlist.

Q1: If someone says, "Is this okay?" you say?
A:  The Loneliest Person I Know (Splender)
"You want to feel you're never walking
You see your feet come off the ground
And when you leave there's no one talking
You slowly breath and look around."

Q2: What would best describe your personality?
A: Maps (Yeah Yeah Yeahs)
"Wait
They don't love you like I love you."

Q3: What do you like in a girl?
A: Smack My Bitch Up (The Prodigy)
"Change my pitch up
Smack my bitch up"

Q4: How do you feel today?
A: Piano (Glassjaw)
"Three times alone this week
I was supposed to be a rock star."

Q5: What is your life's purpose?
A: Inside The Mind Of A Killer (Urbandub)
"My heart can't take it
'Cause you keep breaking it
I let my guard down for you."
 
Q6: What is your motto?
A: Sinta (Sugarfree)
"Ako'y
Isang malungkot na bata."
 
Q7: What do your friends think of you?
A: If I Had Eyes (Jack Johnson)
"If I had eyes in the back of my head
I would have told you that you looked good as I walked away."

Q8: What do you think of your parents?
A: Different Situation (Athenaeum)
"In his mind he's written every line
He just recycles them all the time
It's a message that sweeps the nation
Same words different situation."

Q9: What do you think about very often?
A: We Are Not A Football Team (Minus The Bear)
"I knew her in the way that
I knew not to speak.
Quietly took a seat
and thought I'd stay for a week."

Q10: What do you think of your bestfriend?
A: Monsters In Your Parasol (Queens Of The Stone Age)
"The walls are closing in again, oh well
The walls are closing in again, oh well."

Q11: What do you think of the person you like?
A: Throwin' Shapes (Minus The Bear)
"She steps on toes if she wants to,
No one's saying no she wouldn't care."

Q12: What is your life story?
A: This Ain't A Surfin' Movie (Minus The Bear)
"When I turn the page
The corner bends into a perfect dog ear
As if the words knew I'd need them again."

Q13: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A: Into The Airwaves (Jack's Mannequin)
"I am slippin' through
I am slippin' through
I am slippin' into the airwaves."

Q14: What do you think of when you see the person you like?
A: Petals (The Honorary Title)
"Nothing you say can or will penetrate
This wall that I create."

Q15: What do your parents think of you?
A: Sounan (Tokyo Jihen)
"Kouyatte ima koko de kaika suru
kizutsukeai no kaiwa ga."

Q16: What will you dance to at your wedding?
A:  Daysleeper (R.E.M.)
"I'm the screen, the blindin' light
I'm the screen, I work at night."

Q17: What will they play at your funeral?
A: Learn To Fly (Foo Fighters)
"Fly along with me, I can't quite make it alone
Try and make this life my own."

Q18: What is your favorite hobby/interest?
A: Center Of The Sun (Wolfgang)
"He'll be known forever as the center of the sun."

Q19: What is your biggest fear?
A: Rascuache (At The Drive-In)
"Here comes the bride
Here comes the bride
Lavender and smothered in
Black turpentine."

Q20: What is your biggest secret?
A: My Farewell (Typecast)
"The day I wished that never came
I'm lost without you."
 
Q21: What will be the title when you repost this?
A: The Greatest Fall Of All Time (Matchbook Romance)
"I set
Myself up for..."

Currently listening to: Urbandub - A New Tattoo
Currently reading: The Turn Of The Screw and other short novels
Currently feeling: nothing.